Now that I've made my decision to jump once again into something a little different I've been thinking about all the things leading up to right now. I was just telling my friend Mitch, I don't think I'd have gotten to this school had I not done everything as I had and gotten to Portland. I have been here looking for the reason I came here. I keep saying what is "it", what is that thing, that reason I ran out of money (ahem) and came home, walked into a job so taht I could live in Portland. I think it all was leading up to this.
Through out my life I've always chosen the greater adventure. I'm the horse who follows the better carrot. In all my "merry wanderings" I could have done this or that and gone here or there. Or not gone anywhere at all, settled down and maybe have been happy (?) doing that, yeah right. I've known better than that for some time now, my husband is going to have to be pretty special and understanding.
It all makes sense, things fell into place and the path was laid for me to get to this point. I couldn't have made this leap without all the others. Does that sound funny?
I've been enjoying going over in my mind the things I did or didn't do. I can follow the bread crumbs back to my friend the wanderer. From there my next step was Madagascar. And why did I chose Madagascar? Because it was a tough place to get to and far away and remote, just my cup of tea!
Well, today is Friday. I'm going to have a good day getting through work and then tomorrow I PLAY! I am going snowshoeing with a friend and that will be great! I love getting out in the snow.
Karen
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